How can i come to terms with my boyfriend's betrayal?

i think that you are in a very hard spot but just because you have a baby doesnt mean you have to stay with someone who doesn't love you. First loves are always hard to get over but you will you need to focus on that baby now instead of him. and if you don't think that things are good for you right now why are you with him. you sound very confused but you don't need a man thats going to be like that! who cares if he doesn't come back you should be glad to get yourself out of that situation. No girl needs to go thru with that. You will be ok if you leave him trust me and you might even be happier than you are now!